yesterday was my birthday.
i am 24 years old.
w00t.
i'll spare you the tedious details of the past few months
but the words "jail" "unemployed" and "frustrated" would be enough to convey what's been going on.
i always hoped that leading a (relatively) drug-free lifestyle would do wonders for my self esteem and productivity, but alas, i seem to have slipped back into the familiar patterns of passive aggressive and self-deprecating behavior. i had hoped that coming back to ohio would help me get back on my feet, but i'm broke and jobless, and at the moment i don't have any way to get around besides ye olde ankle express. and i hate that. it wouldn't be so bad if there were more than 2 buses that ran 24 hours a day, but it seems that the # 6 (euclid avenue) and the # 22 (lorain avenue) are it. and gone are the days of transfers. if you want to take more than 2 buses, you need to get a 3 dollar all day pass.
something positive to note: it seems that i've stopped smoking cigarettes. but i've made up for it in other ways.
and it also seems that when i do get a job, things will begin to swing back in my favor.
i've decided to go back to school, and i'm taking some classes at ye locale community college.
but for now, i'm about as good natured as a rock.
seriously i'm no fun to be around.
choke
