so i'm still here.
why?
b/c i made some boo boos.
got caught with my hand in the cookie jar.
man don't do that it comes back around.
it comes back around and it bites you down.
no TGR no rock n roll.
watchin my brother take 3 hits in a row.
so we sat in a room and turned into a picture.
and time stood still and i didn't feel wiser.
and what do i have in common with these people
a room that's a picture a life that just stays there
and we love and we hate and we pro create
we suffer and cry and then say goodbye
we wear vests and caress and think we are blessed
till we wake up and make up and maybe we fake up
then i'm stuck in my chair and i really don't care
my body is gone and there's nothing there
just a stupid smile and an empty glare
and you should know
how much it hurts me so
to convince myself that this is ok
and that i can wake up tomorrow and it's a new day
so what is my life and where am i going
never knowing never knowing
so what is truth and where am i going
never knowing never knowing
OOOOOOOOOOhhhhhhhhhhhh
my brothers and sisters
my aunts and my uncles
my friends and my lovers
could we ever hold the stars in our hands
and understand just where we stand?
could we ever be disciples of love
could we cry aloud for what is above
sometimes i understand
the gun to the head
the pipe to the mouth
the needle to the vein
the bottle to the lips
the pill to the throat
it haunts me every day
it haunts me every day
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till we meet again.
cHOKE
really quick you guys
i'm leaving for india on jan 24th from chicago.
my going away present will be to follow the gloria record from iowa city to chicago with mr Nick-o of vegan fame.
in india i may be contacted via email
xchokexus@yahoo.com
that's all for now.
I love you all.
cHOKE
