the convention in boston so i've been junking out taking in all the john kerrry fellation going on in boston.

i mean, you can check this stuff out and be enthralled by what the guy says.
he had a good speech and some good ideas.

but then i listenend a little more, and my conclusion is the same as it has always been:

this guy is no different from bush, not a bit.
you know why? talk about not taking a stance on iraq.
trust me, if he gets elected there will be no change in what is happening in the middle east.
they will go on as planned with iran and the rest of it.

he said some junk about "getting support" from other countries, he said nothing.

bush will probobly be out, but kerry will just take his place.
just another puppet that will hoodwink the public.

......this is just a bunch of crap.....

ps
i'm coming back to clevebland?
some time? we'll see....

choke  ¶ 7/29/2004 08:26:24 PM 0 comments

  choke needs your help!!! hey fellas
i need some help, if you've got the time.
i'm coming back to cleveland in the begining of august
and i need some kind soul to come out here
and drive a car back with me.
unless i can sell one of them.
i'll keep you posted.

but chek i t out:
tickets from columbus to palm springs are only 214 dollars round trip right now!
w00t! and all that.

i feel weird about this past 4 months and change.

removed from my comfort zone, i've had to redefine my own priorities
and become more frugal, more centered, more focused.
and a big part of me wants to say "cheese it!"
but i can't enjoy the lazy lifestyle like i used to.
its not fun anymore.
gotta do something somewhere for someone? maybe?

threee cheeers to nick and emily, treking into my home state.
werd.

choke  ¶ 7/28/2004 01:46:24 PM 0 comments

  my brain asplode from too much internet.

i made the mistake of going to drudgereport.com today.
and going to fark.com to check on the photoshop contests.
which are the only good thing about fark. well, the best thing.

and it all reminded me of why i don't vote.
why i don't participate in the system of electing losers to office.

really, there isn't anyone quallified to be the president.
maybe kucinich, maybe nader. but neither of those guys have a fighting chance.

i mean, it's all a big lottery, it seems.
no one knows how a person is going to act after they get the payola.
you can promise anything as long as you know that there are so many variables that it would be practically impossible to deliver it.

and then you see, in huge 24 pt across the screen, some "boffo" headline about kerry's wife dissing ted kennedy and democarts, like, 30 years ago. and some people will decide who they vote for based on intel like that.

all of it, makes me want to move to canada.
anyone else?  ¶ 7/26/2004 07:03:31 PM 0 comments

  i've had enough of the desert my landlord is letting me out of my lease early.
and i'm taking her up on the offer.
i guess i'm gonna shuffle on back home
or i might find some cheap digs here
depends on if i get a job soon or not.
but i'm pretty sick of this place
it's a huge "complex" dedicated to buying lots of crap.
bling bling, and all of that.

i miss cleveland.
and it's not so much that, it's more like
i miss talking to people that care about me
i miss the feeling of belonging, of community

and there ain't that here.
i feel like this isn't my home
i feel like a stranger in a strange land.

also, i don't know where i want to be.
i miss my friends but i'm bored of cleveland.

i'll write more later?
i might be back in CLE as early as august 5th.

-chris

  ¶ 7/22/2004 10:07:16 AM 0 comments

  guess what did you guess?

i got fired!!!
i'm broke!!!
i have no idea how i'm going to pay the rent!!!
i'm job hunting as we speak!!!

THANK YOU UNIVERSE!!!  ¶ 7/8/2004 01:07:01 PM 0 comments