life has been happening so fast lately, i can't keep track of all of it.
between the endless herb supply, the rock and roll, yard work that never works, distractions with guitar, email, tv, etc.
i don't get anything done.
but that's ok.
i dont' need to get anything done.
as far as i can tell, a day above ground is a day lived, and a day loved.
but then "society" tells me to wake up from my daydream and get a job.
i suppose it's necessary.
but that doesn't make it ok.
to me that makes it un-ok.
so i saw d-plan and enon last night.
wow.
enon was like.........d-plan, if d-plan was fronted by beck and had a little darker edge.
still, the kids dig it.
there was like, 200, 250 at this show. it was a crowd.
the plan came in attack mode, and i was pleased.
i was the kid in front of the left speaker travis was in front of, i was 4 feet away from him.
he did the robot once.
it was a great show.
i could feel the ground shaking at times.
they played "what do you want me to say" they played "you are invited" and the one with the crazy beat changes something about "fast enougth blah blah blah blah" it was good.
what else.
did the rythm room thing tonight with my buddy steve.
we're getting terebithia back together.
and some guy i jammed with was like, hey call me we'll party and jam and rock out.
shit, these are all the people i want to make music with IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER!!!!
1. nick-o
2. angus
3. fletch
4. steve
5. paris
6. john roach
7. pat
8. dzurick
shit the list goes on.....but enough.
it's all good.
i will leave the internet world tonight with some words of my own
---------4/13/01 cHOKE
i lick the inside of my lips
it turns me on
i lay back in the couch
it turns me off
i am self absorbed
i am self absorbed
i love myself more
than i did before
but i have no idea
what's in store
sometimes i feeel like i have 2 ears
the music fills my head till i almost burst
that's when my brain begs for air
to clear up the mess i've created up there
the tv is more exciting
when i turn it off
i thought i saw flowers falling from the sky
ohhh....it was only the dust on the windows
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peace to you and to your loved ones
cHOKE
