honestly, i'm really really confused.
i got a job. finally.
i'm a carver at the homtown buffet restaurant in rocky river.
they're gonna pay me 6.35 an hour to cut meat for the people.
it's not the best job in the world. in fact i can think of many other jobs that are probobly better, but it's full time, it's a job, they hired me, etc etc etc.
i feel like such a disapointment to my parents lately, i can't even explain it.
i feel like i'm turning into a prick right before their eyes, and it SCARES THE HELL OUT OF ME.
oh shit. i just remembered that friday is my dad's birthday, and i have to work.
fuck. that really really really really really really really really really really really sucks
'and all of these uncertanties well certainly you will be loved, and lifted up and never learn to want of anything at all"
i've been alienating friends left and right lately.
if i've alienated you lately, i didn't mean to.
really.
well, i'm going to bed.
i hope everyone knows that they are AMAZING.
g'night
chris
