i saw the sun rise this morning. well, i never actally saw the sun, only
the light it created and what bounced off the clouds in pink rays. and 
i haven't been taking pictures, the right pictures, the pictures for me 
and not for class. i have nothing but simple portfolio shots. they are 
mostly emotionless, or contain whatever emotion i can try to describe in 
them. it's my apprehension, my inhabitions. so i sacrifice this page to 
words, which is not a waste, but not quite strong enough to be successful
(in my eyes). 

i'm tired from caffine and longing for rest. the words aren't flowing like 
they're supposed to.

{ 2 november 2000 }